so, what's going to happen if my benefits get cut?
don't really know what the point of telling me to go work at a fast
food restaurant is. there are people with kids that need the job. and,
i'm not socially capable of dealing with anything more complex than that, either.
working was a task, i could deal with it - i could go waste however
many hours was necessary in order to save numbers to apply to some
purpose. but, when you take away that task, and tell me it's forever,
i'm left with what's essentially a death sentence - and the reality that
i'd rather kill myself.
the problem is that i don't
feel i'm done yet. i have a lot more work to do, before it's time to
die. the question is whether i have enough time left to waste at a job
i do think that it's a given that doug ford is
going to cut disability rather drastically; this is going to hurt me
quite a bit. and, i'm almost wondering if i want to cancel the court
process in the short run.
i may have to make a call today.