crazy few days.
think i found something. not yet clear. find out soon.
going to take the slow route home, through a number of small towns. should be fun, if nothing else.
Friday, July 26, 2013
Re: dad
From: "jessica murray" <dfhldgdhdlhfdla@gmail.com>
To: sister’s email address
i actually don't think i can handle that.
i know i can come off as a little cold sometimes, and i guess this is one of those situations. i think watching him die is just going to upset me. possibly extremely profoundly. i'd rather be as far away as possible.
i felt i said goodbye on the phone the other day, and i'm at peace with that.
i'm sorry. i just don't think i can handle it.
To: sister’s email address
i actually don't think i can handle that.
i know i can come off as a little cold sometimes, and i guess this is one of those situations. i think watching him die is just going to upset me. possibly extremely profoundly. i'd rather be as far away as possible.
i felt i said goodbye on the phone the other day, and i'm at peace with that.
i'm sorry. i just don't think i can handle it.
Re: i'm in mississaugua
From: "jessica murray" <dfhldgdhdlhfdla@gmail.com>
To: stepmother’s email address
i'm here with ESA and a mutual friend named illuminous. there is possibly a fourth person coming, etan.
the main idea was to try and find a house for super cheap. she doesn't want to pay more than $300, she wants space for a piano on the main floor and she wants a porch for her cat. i need studio space, which means i'd get the basement. i tried to explain before we left that we probably wouldn't find that. i mean, these places exist. we're staying in a hundred year old house with four bedrooms and a huge basement for $750. but they're not plentiful - there's nothing currently on the market. realistically, rent would have to be around $400-450, minimum. which is still cheap, but...
i was expecting this plan would fall through and i'd get a two bedroom, and i've told them that.
we were able to find one place and we put down an application for it but it's not really what any of us want. i'd get the attic rather than the basement. it's second floor. no porch (but a backyard). we don't think they'll rent to us, anyways.
they're going home tomorrow morning. i'll keep backpacking around the area.
keep me updated. i'm glad they're medicating him though, i really wasn't liking thinking about what he must be thinking.
To: stepmother’s email address
i'm here with ESA and a mutual friend named illuminous. there is possibly a fourth person coming, etan.
the main idea was to try and find a house for super cheap. she doesn't want to pay more than $300, she wants space for a piano on the main floor and she wants a porch for her cat. i need studio space, which means i'd get the basement. i tried to explain before we left that we probably wouldn't find that. i mean, these places exist. we're staying in a hundred year old house with four bedrooms and a huge basement for $750. but they're not plentiful - there's nothing currently on the market. realistically, rent would have to be around $400-450, minimum. which is still cheap, but...
i was expecting this plan would fall through and i'd get a two bedroom, and i've told them that.
we were able to find one place and we put down an application for it but it's not really what any of us want. i'd get the attic rather than the basement. it's second floor. no porch (but a backyard). we don't think they'll rent to us, anyways.
they're going home tomorrow morning. i'll keep backpacking around the area.
keep me updated. i'm glad they're medicating him though, i really wasn't liking thinking about what he must be thinking.
dad
From: sister’s email address
To: "jessica murray" <dfhldgdhdlhfdla@gmail.com>
he’s not going to make it through the night tonight. they were surprised he made it through last night. if you want to say anything or simply be here, i suggest you come home asap.
To: "jessica murray" <dfhldgdhdlhfdla@gmail.com>
he’s not going to make it through the night tonight. they were surprised he made it through last night. if you want to say anything or simply be here, i suggest you come home asap.
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