so, i had to spend much of the last three days sleeping. i thought i was stabilizing, but i guess that the decrease to 1/2 pill/day of cyproterone acetate [the testosterone blocker that i had surgery to specifically wean myself off of due to potential long term concerns about liver damage] had an actual physical effect. i can only hope it's passed.

so, i lost the last couple of days.

and, i'm almost done this linked-list update that i didn't plan for in the first place.