in the time i've been in detroit, i have a total of one blackout, in the fall of 2016.
that was the night i woke up in somebody's car, a male that thought i was cis and was trying to fuck me.
i have a complete recollection of all other nights.
honest.
really.
no, seriously - i do. i know i look messy sometimes, but i'm almost always in control of myself.