Saturday, November 30, 2013

jack and the bean...

psyche.

life there is..........?

*crickets*

life's been weird here. haven't been drinking or smoking basically at all. that's been good for me; my head seems clear. but kind of empty.

i dunno. i'm swinging wildly between "life is perfect" and "life is meaningless".

perfectly meaningless. meaninglessly perfect. both, maybe, even.

still thinking of you. strangely. still a loose end. a splayed wire. a loose thread. a hair out of place.

a noodle hanging off the plate. yes, one of those long ones that just won't follow proper table etiquette. grrrrr.

i'm 10 hours away. in a different clime, even. consider this: there's no snow here yet. that's how far away i am. so it's safe to talk...

if you'd like.

j