Jessica Amber Murray
hrmmn. i've decided to not get a phone, and only use facebook. i'm at death.to.koalas@gmail.com.
or, actually, probably better to send anything to dfhdhfghjgjkgjkka@facebook.com, as i don't actually check my email unless i'm expecting something...
ESA
Lololol
Jessica Amber Murray
maybe we can just set up a tin wire phone when you get here ;). if you ever get here...
ESA
I will get there. Now i cant because i have to get treatment for my shit. But it is treatable and curable.
So like four months would be a good estimation.
Jessica Amber Murray
ach.
will there be any point in 4 months? well, i'm not going anywhere,
anyways.... actually, i'm glad you're getting treatment. that's kind of
the whole point from your perspective.
i have to admit i
sort of assumed you weren't coming. if you're getting off facebook, i
guess we won't be talking much until you get here, if you get here. so,
good luck, erin. i hope you find whatever you need. i just want to say,
though, that in a very real way this move sort of saved my life. i found
myself in an impossible housing situation in ottawa. my grandmother was
getting impatient. i had spent so long trying to set up this studio,
then got evicted, then couldn't find a way to pay rent. i refused to go
back to wage slave reality of working 40 hours a week for no reason.
that life didn't seem worth living, to me. so i had sort of decided that
this odsp thing was my last try, and if it didn't work i was going to
give up on living. and it looked like the odsp thing wasn't working. i
had thought about moving somewhere cheaper, but didn't think the
difference would be that big. and i probably wouldn't have had the spark
to act so quickly in any other scenario than the one that worked itself
out. so, i think it's likely we won't see each other again, and
plausible that we won't even talk much. but i want you to know that you
had a really positive and substantial effect on me. one last act for the
drama queen. farewell! and take care, erin.
ESA
You
are so dramatic. Awesome. I think im going to set up a fake facbook
account anyways just for my close friends. So well be in contact
