Saturday, January 4, 2014

well, my laptop's hard drive just fizzed out. it's too early to say how bad it is. it's running a chkdsk from a dvd boot, and could literally take a week to finish. i think my data's safe, and i could get by with a reinstall. we'll have to see.

none of my music was on the drive, but it was my only internet access point. my router disappeared in the move to windsor. best i can tell, it got thrown away in a pile of boxes. my pcs are both running custom images with the dhcp ripped out, so they need a router to connect. i've been moving over files on a usb key (which also literally crumbled the other day).

so, what it really means, worst case, is that i need to prioritize replacing the router.

one of the more annoying things is that my youtube password is on the drive i can't currently mount. so, i need to put that part of things aside.

right now, i'm on a 90s laptop that has proven itself virtually indestructible. but it's slow, because it's ancient. and that's going to probably limit me slightly in what i can and cannot do in the next week.

i have plenty of things to work on. there just might be a lag here in updating.

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i've had a lot of bad luck with storage over the last few days and it's probably going to be a few days, if not longer, before it gets entirely fixed. i'm typing this from a compaq evo that was manufactured in the 90s, that's missing half it's keys and in all honesty probably belongs in a museum.

but note that it still boots. that's better than i can say for two far newer laptops that are even made by the same company. proof that everything was better in the 90s? fuck, this thing has *rust* on it. laptops with rust is a weird idea, but think of it like a reliable old chevy. it was probably actually even manufactured on this continent.

i even have an old quantum fireball drive that came with windows '98 on it that still boots. yet, the hard drive in the fancy windows 7 machine that my dad left me imploded after less than a year. it's not that we can't do better than this, it's that it isn't profitable to make electronics that don't break after a year. it's fucking pathetic, really.

it started yesterday when one of my usb drives just snapped. nothing out of the ordinary happened, it just disintegrated - almost as though it was timed to fritz out after the first. it might actually have been designed that way. engineers actually take full credit courses in a concept called "forced obsolescence". they spend as much time designing things to break as they do designing things to work. because profit. it's fucking pathetic.

i snapped the plastic off and the solder just gave way. nothing complicated about it, no fault on my behalf - it was just designed to break. just cheap garbage.

this morning, i take the laptop out of sleep (as mentioned, it's practically brand new) and the video spazzes out into static to reveal a blank screen. wait. fuck. reboot. nothing. memory is fine, but the hard drive test is failing. again, there was no strain on the device. worse, it came with no warning - it wasn't clicking or whirring or buzzing. it's almost like it has a timer in it....

i'm running it through a chkdsk right now, which should hopefully be done by the end of the week, and it looks like, in the end, i may get away with a corrupt boot sector and a reinstall; hard to say at this point, but it appears like i may be able to partition out the bad part. but, there's no reason for this. it's just badly designed (accidentally on purpose) garbage.

the laptop is sort of gravy. it was a gift, to replace one that came to me on a grant (another compaq with another dead hard drive). if i can't get it back up, it just means i'll have to get that router fixed sooner than later. it's not devastating.

in the mean time, it's this museum piece with 650 MB of obsolete RAM that is the one that's still kicking - rusty joints and all. and hp/compaq should be fucking embarrassed about that. except not. 'cause profit.
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(it turns out it won't be necessary to actually partition anything out because chkdsk does that in the mft. i did know how mfts work, but i wasn't clear on whether the information coming at me related to the physical sectors or the mft; it's the latter. which makes things easier. a chkdsk is enough; the file system will take it from there. and, thankfully, it does seem, right now, that the corruption is just at the front of the mft.)

i should point out that i've got the disc split into a small operating system partition and a large file partition. it seems like that's going to save my data, even as the os needs a fresh install. which is why i did it like that.
15:00 

1% after 10 hours. 1000 hours is 42 days. and that's just the os partition. it'd better pick up.

it doesn't look unusable, so far. even if i can just get what's there off...

...and this ancient 90s compaq actually isn't bad once it got tweaked to a bigger pagefile. it can only handle a few tabs, sure. but it's at least as functional as an iphone...

if you want to run a 90s computer on the existing internet, you'd better get used to adblock. i don't need more RAM, websites need to stop loading their pages with crap. seriously.

as an aside, i get why i need to block twitter. i think its useless, but it's popular. why, though, do i need to block aol? why are websites still linking to aol? who uses aol? it's a 90s computer, not a time machine back there...

bonus: one can block entire commenting systems.
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file: 10 eat my fuck.mp3
composition: eat my fuck
status: completed mp3 file
file: 09 tribute.mp3
composition: tribute
status: completed mp3 file
file: 08 the wonderful noise.mp3
composition: the wonderful noise (album mix)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 07 chemical warfare (will burn off your nose hairs).mp3
composition: chemical warfare (album mix)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 06 thesuperhappyfunsong.mp3
composition: thesuperhappyfunsong (album mix)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 05 pop music.mp3
composition: pop music (a tribute to carbon dioxide) (album mix)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 04 slow down!.mp3
composition: slow down! (album mix)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 03 soundtrack for an italian breakfast cereal.mp3
composition: gene-o’s (soundtrack for an italian breakfast cereal) (album mix)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 02 drumk.mp3
composition: drumk (album mix)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 01 jesus gets fucked on robitussin.mp3
composition: jesus gets fucked on robitussin
status: completed mp3 file

excited about new mt zion record

i'm actually pretty excited about this. the last really amazing one was back in '08. they're due for something consciousness-altering. you can't take this band out of context, but the excerpt sounds focused.

actually, it seems to have been leaked.



(https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLnpQFjefXCRPozHrQgQnQ4_djW51IA_fk)

little borrowed melody from ka-spel to start things off. gotta keep things clean, clean, clean....

you can almost instantly tell if they're "on" or not. they're on. the recording quality on the youtube up is not so good, though. and that matters for this band.

(wait)

wow. as always, this is going to require some disassembling. not the kind of thing that you can listen to once or twice. i'm impressed on first listen, though.

Friday, January 3, 2014

publishing inridiculous (inri033)

except to split out the last track as a single, i've decided not to alter this in any way.

i was moving, conceptually, to more serious styles of music. i wanted to write these epic 20-minute trips that reached into every genre imaginable. you can hear that shift over the last few things i posted, and it really accelerates moving into the year 2000. this is my last kiddy recording...but it isn't really a kiddy recording.....

see, i had a bunch of noise tracks that i'd been putting aside for a third demo, trinri, that was meant to carry on with the same concept as the first two: "songs" and "collages" would alternate over 19 tracks. the problem i ran up against with trinri was that i was no longer interested in writing songs. what was coming out, instead, were these fifteen minute journeys. that's ultimately the driving reason that i switched things up: the format had worn itself thin.

so, i pulled the noise collages together (along with some older collages that i had pulled from various sources as far back as my first demo tape) into this thing. i became aware at some point, very suddenly, that the whole idea and product was sort of ridiculous. hence the title.

this recording is consequently void of actual songs. it isn't easy to listen to, and offers few reprieves, but if you're a fan of the genre that includes bands like coil, psychic tv, dvoa, nurse with wound and hafler trio (i hesitate to use the i word in context) then you may find something of enjoyment here.

cover art is from 1999. how the hell did the greeks think mesopotamia was an ocean, anyways? surely, they had contact with babylonians, if not indians. that's never made sense to me.

the last track just got tagged on as an afterthought. it never really fit the theme. so, i've removed it (as of january, 2014) and placed it here: http://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/album/book-it.

recorded from 1996-1999. this is my third record. as always, please use headphones.

credits:
j - guitar, effects, bass, keyboards, tapes, synthesizers, live drums, drum programming, hammerhead (909 emulator), sound raider, sampling, cool edit synthesis/sequencing, loops, digital effects processing, digital wave editing, flute

released december 10, 1999



the track i've split off into a single:


AND THAT COMPLETES MY INRI RUN THROUGH.

well, i have an inricycled to construct, still. that should be fun. but it's a different thing.
file: 11. drive.mp3
composition: drive (original cover of the rem track)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 10. piggy.mp3
composition: piggy (original cover of the nine inch nails track, piggy, with samples from it)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 09. phantom.mp3
composition: the phantom of the opera (original cover of the androw lloyd webber track)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 08. slipping away.mp3
composition: slipping away (original cover of the stabbing westward track, with samples from it)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 07. the day inri messed the world up.mp3
composition: the day inri messed the world up (original cover of the nine inch nails track, the day the whole world went away, with samples from it)
status: completed mp3 file
file: 06.mp3
composition: spacer
status: completed mp3 file
file: 05. hummer.mp3
composition: hummer (original cover of the smashing pumpkins track, with samples from it)
status: completed mp3 file