From: "Jessica Murray" <dfhldgdhdlhfdla@gmail.com>
To: stepmother’s email address
i'm
sorry i sent that last part, i'm very edgy right now. i did just lose
my father, who has also been my best friend for most of my life. we
haven't seen each other yet, but i'm more than a little bit shaky. i'm
moving out of the city and trying to find a way to not spend the
entirety of that $1500 on moving (i'd even like to give the bulk of it
back to her).
i got a little overwhelmed for a moment and should have chosen my words more carefully. if i could rephrase that....
i
find the idea that you would need d or ferris there extremely
insulting. i feel it's rooted in a vendetta rather than anything
rational. whatever delusion it's rooted in is not remotely reflective of
reality. it's the end of a long string of extremely insulting gestures
from you that goes back many years.
i appreciate the
things that you've done for me, including wiring me the money the other
day. but i think it's going to be better for both of us if we go our
separate ways next week and no longer communicate at all. i think i've
tried hard to be accommodating and accepting of you as somebody that is
drastically different than me, and the sum of what i've received back is
a lack of respect for who i am and what i want out of life. instead of
being supportive in my decisions and helping me reach the goals that
i've set for myself, which is what a good parent or parental substitute
should do, you've consistently tried to force your own perceptions and
ideals upon me. when you disagree with a decision, you withhold support
and/or try and sabotage it. i don't think it's healthy for us to
continue under these conditions.
again, i'm sorry for
the language i used. while i legitimately feel your tactics are
sometimes hateful and sometimes childish, and often vengeful, there
wasn't anything to be gained by being standoffish or confrontational.
it's
just a few more days. i'd be happy if we could get through this without
fighting. i'll promise to try my best to not start an argument, and
hope the feeling is mutual.
j
